Have been thinking a lot and feeling a lot these days,
Too sensitive to everything sub-consciously.
Felt I was like pushed to a corner to make decisions,
And have no space to breathe my emotions.
Thank God for giving me the weekend to myself and helping me sort out my thoughts.
Thank God for not forsaking me. :)

Everything is better now. :)
Learnt that sometimes being too sensitive is not good for me.

I kept dreaming of him these days..
I've never really reflected since we parted.
But I would say him leaving left me to think about many things.
I started to look and see, that kinship as compared to love, was overlooked by me.
What I found was kinship. What I saw clearer.
I also become one who is hmm, more peacemaking when it comes to relationships?
When giving advice but let's hope I can be that clear on mine in time to come.
I don't know how he feels. I kept guessing.
All my dreams are that we get back together.
But how much do I really can accept that. Will everything be ok?
We can only start afresh, we cannot like continue, cos it'll hurt too much.
Right?
But I don't know anymore.